Monday, June 11, 2007

2004... my head hurts...



*exhales* So tonight was interesting. Bare with me while I write this, its 3.45 AM (early) and I'm still recovering from some alcohol...We got to the party around 10.30, we were one of the first ones there. I was nervous and uncomfortable. For two reasons. I was going to see my ex (it was also her birthday) and I just dont like going to a party that has people i have never met. Fuck. My eye's hurt. So we got to the place, and the first person that my eye caught while my dad was parking the car was my ex, she was outside walking towards the place. A million thoughts went through my mind then. The first thing that I remember thinking is that I totally fucked up when I was with her. I was really immature and just retarded, and I hate looking back at that, but it is true. I dont know. Whenever she looks at me, or whenever I see her, I feel something. Not sure what though. There is something about her, an aura. Its strange. Blah. I dont feel like writing about tonight right now. I dont feel too well. But overall it wasnt as bad as I expected it to be. Damn. Gnite all._Patrick

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