Saturday, September 8, 2007


Some...


Someone at the Manga Readers forum drew this, I thought it was amusing.... *grins*


Some...


Someone at the Manga Readers forum drew this, I thought it was amusing.... *grins*

Sunday, September 2, 2007

This one is for you (and i)



This Fortress of TearsHIMNo one can hurt you now in this haven safe and soundNo one can save you now from this grace you are drowning inJust hold your breath on your way downThis fortress of tearsI’ve built from my fears for youThis fortress won’t fallI’ve built it strong for youNo one can free you nowFrom the chains around your heartDon’t be afraid nowJust dive in this emptinessAnd hold your breath on your way downThis fortress of tearsI’ve built from my fears for youThis fortress won’t fallI’ve built it strong for youNo one can hurt you nowIn this haven safe and soundJust hold your breath on your way downThis fortress of tearsI’ve built from my fears for youThis fortress won’t fallI’ve built it strong for you...

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Here we are.



Heh. I'm such a fuck up. I was with my cousins yesterday and they told me that I seemed happier and more cheerful now that I'm not with Dina. They were right. I Am. I havent had a depressive mood swing in a LONG time. I have to go. I have class. Augh. My mind just went blank. So many things annoy the fuck out of me now. I'll list them later after class. Peace._Patrick

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

The sun is shining...



Let me start out from the end... the last picture from Kuwait...Farewell... to All that could have been...Sickening...Goodbye room...goodbye bathroom...the airport...Alcohol consumption before getting on the plane. Beer.I love my camera...I really love my camera...Two of the greatest inventions... the godly G5 and iTunes...I introduce Ozzy. The skater/videogame(r) skinny skin head punk pssst.... he's reading the manual for Mario Kart for the Gamecube... learn young grasshopper.Controlled by this evil boy...Back to me... sky obsessive... Kuwait skies...This reminded me of the Great Below for some odd reason...More skies... *blinks*the pier, partly destroyed by an Iraqi bomb.the Sun and Sky, One.Friends. the guy in the blue hoodie is... strange... (meet Ramsey)Evil man. Part 2. He's taking over the world in his mind. (meet Saleem)Ozzy's DC's and my Airwalks (I shouldve worn my DC's) Skaters.Told you he was strange. He's watched the Titanic one too many times.... Ramsey you can't fly. DIE EVIL BEINGS!!!

Monday, July 16, 2007

Left myself open so death could reach me



Apparantly, someone got into my Yahoo email address and thought I'd never figure it out. Reading my emails and checking my Pop mail sort of gave it away. So much for trust. Anyways, on to more important things...I am currently freezing my ass off. Goddammit. I'm going to start posting pictures, 65 pictures. Help me. I'm going to be posting them in two parts I guess, if you are on dial up then you might have a problem. I'll save them at 640x480, I usually post them as 800x600. I've been actually enjoying Zelda: Wind Waker on the Gamecube, I guess I got used to the graphics. I feel like going home now and playing it, but I have to post these pictures today or I wont be able to do it. When I came here, it wasnt too bad. My mom cried at the airport, which I hate, because it makes me feel all depressed. The plane was filled with students, a lot of them that I recognized from my school. All of them I was friends with at one point. Its funny if you think about it. I hung out with David until we had to get on the plane, that was cool. From all the students on the plane a professor sat by me. Damn him. I was flipping through channels last night, when I came upon the infamous channel they call... MTV. *snickers*. Marilyn Manson was on talking about the Golden Age of the Grotesque and they should concert footage. Manson has gained weight. Like a considerable amount of weight. If you watch his Guns, God, Government tour DVD you would notice that I think. Anyways, I'm going to start editing the pictures. Later._Patrick

Monday, July 2, 2007


I know i tol...


I know i told some of you i would post pictures from my vacation today, but due to some jet lag and exhaustion I will not be able to do that. But I leave you with two pictures. A simple design, and a picture of me, the day I travelled. Peace._Patrick

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Greatest anime ever (well one of the best)



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Whore



Downloaded:Ozzy Osbourne - Ozzmosis, The Ozzman ComethHIM - Love MetalIn Flames - Clayman, Tokyo Showdown, TriggerMatrix Revolutions OSTBlink 182 - Enema of the State, Blink 182 (they really sound different O.o)Placebo - Sleeping with GhostsMudvayne - L.D. 50 (i've been looking for this for ages)Muse - Origin of SymmetryTori Amos - Tales of a LibrarianU2 - Joshua Tree, Best of 1980-1990, Best of 1990-2000Offspring - Xnay on the HombreBauhaus - 1973-1983


Yo...


Your spirit lies in a rainbow! The lovers thedreamers and you! Rainbows are more than justrainbows and you know this very well. Rainbowsare a promise, faith, a miracle and a reminderto all of what is important in life. Rainbowsare a sign that dreams really can come true.You are an idealist. You have a deep love forpeople and the world. You are spiritual and apeace lover. You see a connection in everythingand try to bring harmony where ever you go. Youbelieve in miracles and are a true dreamer.You believe in the honest and true things inlife. The things in life that are so honest andpure that when they touch your soul you feel asif to cry. You believe that the things in lifethat seem the most like dreams are the mostreal. You aspire to be a reminder in whateverit is that you wish to do in your life.Whether you desire to be an artist, musician,writer, actor, cook, politician humanitarian,fireman, police officer, teacher, lawyer,doctor, librarian, engineer, scientist,beautician etc... You are a reminder to peopleof what is important in life, that there ismuch more to life that what we often think andthan dreams really can come true. Many greatpeople were rainbows and what a beautiful thingit is to be. Your work will shine like arainbow. Where In Nature Does Your Spirit Lie? brought to you by Quizilla

I dont ask for much, I just want you...



Fuck, I love this song. Natalie already knows this, but I remember having a mix tape that I made, It was a typical early teenage mix tape. It had Nirvana, Metallica, Korn, Alice in Chains, Offspring and whatever, and I had an Ozzy Osbourne song, I never knew what it was called, I was just getting into metal. This was it. I just Want You. After that mix tape "Mysteriously" disappeared (I'm sure someone took it) I never heard it ever again, until Natalie and I met at Cocoon, the pub. So now I'm obsessed with it again. Anyways, I just wanted to mention that, I need to burn some stuff onto a cd. Peace._Patrick

Friday, June 22, 2007

Music Whore



192 music downloads later, 30 are left.... this is what I've gotten...Bauhaus - GothamLed Zeppelin - Early DaysLed Zeppelin - Latter DaysThe Offspring - Ixnay on the Hombre (probably my favorite Offspring album of all time)Ramones - Loud, Fast, Their Toughest HitsRamones - Ramones (1976 punk album mouhaha)Super Furry Animals - RadiatorThe Flaming Lips - Clouds Taste MetallicThe Flaming Lips - Yoshimi Battles the Pink RobotsWithin Temptation - EnterWithin Temptation - The DanceThe Cardigans - EmerladeThe Cardigans - First Band on the MoonThe Cardigans - Gran Turismo (one of my favorites)The Cardigans - LifeThe Cardigans - Long Gone Before DaylightWhats left?The Cardigan album, 'Life' is still being downloaded, and The Cure's "Greatest Hits" is left. Why so much Cardigans? They're one of my old time favorites, nostalgia....oh... did I mention there is still more music I want to download?_Patrick

Saturday, June 16, 2007


Sam Whi...


Sam Which 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower' character are you? brought to you by Quizilla

Wednesday, June 13, 2007


Mos...


Most of you know that A Perfect Circle have a song called, Renholder, and on the Underworld soundtrack there are a few short songs made by Renholder. Spell Renholder backwards...Re D LohnerRegarding Danny Lohner. Isn't that cool?

Monday, June 11, 2007

2004... my head hurts...



*exhales* So tonight was interesting. Bare with me while I write this, its 3.45 AM (early) and I'm still recovering from some alcohol...We got to the party around 10.30, we were one of the first ones there. I was nervous and uncomfortable. For two reasons. I was going to see my ex (it was also her birthday) and I just dont like going to a party that has people i have never met. Fuck. My eye's hurt. So we got to the place, and the first person that my eye caught while my dad was parking the car was my ex, she was outside walking towards the place. A million thoughts went through my mind then. The first thing that I remember thinking is that I totally fucked up when I was with her. I was really immature and just retarded, and I hate looking back at that, but it is true. I dont know. Whenever she looks at me, or whenever I see her, I feel something. Not sure what though. There is something about her, an aura. Its strange. Blah. I dont feel like writing about tonight right now. I dont feel too well. But overall it wasnt as bad as I expected it to be. Damn. Gnite all._Patrick

Monday, May 7, 2007

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